A twist of fate that seemed very negative and even damaging when it occurred may soon prove to be quite auspicious, Moonchild. You were probably cursing your fate when something went wrong in your life in some way, or didn’t work out as you had hoped. For a long time you may even have felt like you were being punished by the universe for something you couldn’t even recall. But what once seemed devastating will soon reveal a silver lining that outshines all the heartache you have felt.
“Human relations are built on feeling, not on reason or knowledge. And feeling is not an exact science; like all spiritual qualities, it has the vagueness of greatness about it.”—Amelia Edith Huddleston Barr (via frenchtouchx)
“The idea of “I’m never enough” — beautiful enough, successful enough, thin enough, popular enough, loved enough, worthy enough — that’s shame. In order to overcome shame, you have to understand where the message comes from, what drove it, and how has it protected you in the past. You have to be willing to look it in the eye and say, ‘Thanks, I appreciate it, but I’m not subscribing anymore. I’ve got a new way of doing things, and maybe you kept me safe and small in the past, but I’m not doing that anymore.’”—Brene Brown (via internal-acceptance-movement)
“We have wasted too much she and I and others like us. Wasted far too much. We have to hold on to what we have left. Fight for it. Cherish it. Try to survive it. Try to love it. I would have followed her. I’m going to hold on to her. I will fight for her. Cherish her. Try to survive myself. Try to survive myself so that I can love her.”—James Frey (via dailystendhalnitesaudade)
I feel like I lost you for good. That you’re this new person with new priorities. I’m no longer an important aspect of your life.
You can deny it all you want but we’re never going to be the same and it hurts. I’ve been blocked out of your life and I’m feeling more confused than anything. Who am I supposed to talk to and tell everything to? Who am I going to talk to when i’m upset or angry and any of the other emotions I feel on a daily basis?
I wish I could see you and shake you and tell you how I feel like we’re fucking this all up. And it’s not just my fault. I don’t know why I ramble on about this. It’s not like you care anymore.