I never want to go home
Posts tagged personal.
An entire year has gone by. Some days it hurts like it just happened all over again. Other days pass and I don’t mind at all. It’s a mixed bag really. I wish I knew the future so I could see what happens next, but I just have to wait. There’s no use in forcing something. Even if you thought it would last the rest of your life. And I don’t mean that in a romantic way what so ever. I’m not stressed about it anymore but there’s still this void, this gap in my life that has yet to, or will ever be filled completely again.
You know what’s ridiculous? Is when men in a house are held to a different standard than the women in the house. And then I’m told to ignore it because it’s not worth the fight.
Then people wonder why I’m a feminist.
My heart has been so full of joy lately. Even the bad things haven’t been bringing me down as low as they once did. The universe is so full of magic and I’m just trying to soak it all in. ♡
Sometimes I get super down on myself and my friends will snap me out of it. Other times I feel like I’m just rocking back and forth between elation and depression.
Things have been looking up though. It’s really hard for me to stay positive but I’m sure trying this time around.
I will never get over the Hannibal Finale. It was too much.