I had a dream. I woke up in the middle of the night hysterically crying. After that I didn’t sleep. I’ve been up since I don’t even remember when. I’m still shaking.
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So emotional today. So much has happened. I honestly don’t know how things are going to be but I’m hoping for the best.
There’s only one person I want to talk to about today and I can’t. Because he refuses to talk to me.
So much for best friends.
I am so fucking tired of the phrase no one likes a fatty.
I hear it everywhere. It’s offensive and everyone has a different opinion of fat. I’m not here slamming anyone for being too thin or too fat.
We’re all people. Stop being such shallow assholes.
Maybe that’s a reason you’re alone. Because your personality sucks.
Pretty much every person I work with in logistics is looking for a new job. Thanks to shitty management we’re all miserable.
Oh and she had the nerve to say she has a young, upbeat staff. No, you think you do because everyone is too scared to say otherwise. We’re all on edge since everything we do can get us fired.
I really wish we could stage an uprising.
Tonight is a night where I needed you. I feel like the entire world is falling apart around me and I’m trying to keep all the pieces together.
I don’t have anyone to talk to about any of this anymore and it’s finally chipping away at me enough to a point that my eyes burn from crying and I’m shaking as I type this.
There is so much I want to tell you and I can’t because you turned your back on me and all my pulling at you only made it worse. It’s like everything I touch I somehow taint and destroy. Like I’m some monster trying to hold on to a glass bubble. No matter what I do there’s a break or a shatter or a full on explosion.
I’m overwhelmed and exhausted and have so much that I want to tell you.
I’m so sorry that I destroyed this. But now you don’t even want to make it right.
You were the only person who never gave up on me. Why was it so easy for you to just walk away?
I’m tired of taking responsibility for things that I didn’t cause. I have been shouldering the blame for months now when in reality this was never my fault.
If you were honest from the start then none of this would have happened. Instead you blatantly lied to my face.
I’m tired of the games. I’m done with the immaturity. Man up or don’t. This is your decision now.
I feel like you’re so stuck in one mindset. I don’t want to date you. I’m not jealous. I’m not trying to break you guys up. I don’t want to sleep with you. I don’t want any of that.
I want to be able to talk to you like we used to. I want to be able to confide in you. I want you to be supportive and happy for me.
Why is this such a hard concept?
It really sucks when circumstances prevent you from being with someone who fits so many of your ideal characteristics.
Why is it that everyone else is so upset at me being single? A girl I work with was disappointed I didn’t have any stories. Like wtf.
If you broke it, you better fix it. I’m tired of going out of my way to make things better when the other party is at fault.
Another day of getting yelled at when I’m just trying to be polite.
I just want someone to cuddle with on occasion with out being tied down. I want to travel and go to concerts and hold hands with a boy who wants the same. I don’t want to settle and be placed into some rigid idea of what I’m supposed to be doing at 27.